No, I was just a concubine, how did I become the queen?

Chapter 269: That Cha Cha... Really Great?

Lin Mingyan leaned in the Fourth Master's arms and played with his braids.

What I was thinking in my heart was whether she was drifting away now.

It's a good life, but you have to do this and that, it's like you're crazy.

She wanted to explain things clearly to the Fourth Master, telling him that she remembered and that he didn't need to be so cautious.

But it felt like there was a fire burning in my heart, wanting to burn everyone to ashes.

When she had no food to eat, she told herself that as long as she could make money to feed her family, that would be enough.

Later, when she entered the mansion as a concubine, she felt that as long as she could be favored and have money, and live a good life, it was better than anything else.

Now that she and the Fourth Master have a mutual understanding, she has become dissatisfied.

Lin Mingyan knew clearly that it was not because she was not satisfied, but because she was uncertain and afraid.

She was afraid that the Fourth Master's love would disappear after a while, just like his love for Li and Song.

Whenever he stood there, pretty, fresh girls would always come up to him.

He could refuse countless times, but if he didn't refuse just once, it would be over between them.

In the past, she was like a quail, hiding under the shell of the concubine, not daring to think or fight.

Because she knew that everything now depended on the Fourth Master's promise.

Indeed, she is not a good person. If the Fourth Master lets her down, the worst that can happen is that he will pretend to kill her.

Just like in the Legend of Zhen Huan, kill that fat orange guy.

But so what?

If he kills himself, he may not survive, and even if he survives, will his life be good?

This amnesia gave her an opportunity.

She experienced the feeling of not having been oppressed for five years. That was the vivid feeling of being alive after she escaped from her original family with her own ability and finally gained a foothold in the big city.

That long-lost confidence reminded her—Lin Mingyan, you have never been a coward!

Ask for what you want, instead of avoiding it.

Lin Mingyan felt that she understood Li Si'er a little bit. He was so crazy and crazy. It was not because he was happy but because he had no choice.

Fortunately, she has found a way out now, otherwise one day she would lose her mind and end up like that.

The Fourth Master didn't know what she was thinking, and asked worriedly, "Cha Cha, what's wrong with you?"

"Yinzhen, will you love me forever?" Lin Mingyan raised her head and stared at him.

The Fourth Master sensed a different emotion in her eyes, one of uneasiness and fear.

Just like when he was a child and first found out that Tong Niangniang was not his biological mother, that kind of uncertainty would drive people crazy.

He couldn't resolve it, as he couldn't find that kind of stability between his adoptive mother and his biological mother.

The little boy turned to the emperor for help, but in the end he was evaluated as "moody".

In the next ten years, he kept suppressing it and finally got rid of the bad word "moody".

But the mood at that time remained.

The Fourth Master tightened his arms, as if he wanted to squeeze Lin Mingyan into his body. He kissed the top of her head and said:

"Cha Cha, I've chosen you, and there will only be you."

"Don't worry if you laugh at me, I have no interest in women. In the past, I just treated it as a mission to continue the family line."

In the prince's backyard, apart from the eighth prince who is afraid of his wife, there is the eldest prince who has a harmonious relationship with his wife, and he has the fewest concubines.

"You are quite proactive in completing the task," Lin Mingyan didn't expect him to say that, and felt a little sour.

Yes, I came to sleep with her just to complete the task.

The Fourth Master pinched her puffy cheeks and said, "It's because I didn't meet you first."

"If I meet someone like that, even if I don't have a child, I won't touch anyone else."

That's so sweet.

Even if it was a lie, Lin Mingyan was happy to listen to it.

She looked straight into the Fourth Master's eyes, and it was like falling into a pool of clear water filled with deep affection.

"Don't worry, Chacha. I've already told the Queen that you don't have to help me choose for the talent shows anymore." The Fourth Master kissed her surprised little mouth and said with a smile, "Fourteen has enough to worry about now anyway."

Lin Mingyan's heart settled down, and she asked a little embarrassedly: "How did you know I was thinking this?"

I've already talked to Concubine De about this. She must have revealed something before.

The Fourth Master smiled but said nothing.

He remembered that when he wanted to take her to the frontier, Cha Cha actually couldn't let go of the child.

I also said that I would go again when the child is older, so I won’t go this time.

But he suddenly changed his mind, probably because he was afraid that the main courtyard would arrange two more people to accompany him.

Although he promised not to touch it, Cha Cha still felt somewhat uncomfortable.

That's why I left the triplets behind and followed him out.

There will be many more such tours in the future, and the Fourth Master cannot guarantee that he can bring her with him every time, so he must make her feel at ease during the actions.

Seeing that he refused to speak, Lin Mingyan became interested again and kept asking him to answer.

It's rare for Cha Cha to take the initiative.

How could the Fourth Master miss this opportunity?

Calculating the time, I have been a vegetarian for more than half a month.

I didn't dare touch Cha Cha because she had a wound on her head. Yesterday, I asked the imperial physician to examine her carefully and I finally felt relieved.

Although it was strange that her recovery ability was so strong, the imperial physician had not seen the wound with his own eyes and could not make a judgment.

The timing is perfect now, this is something Cha Cha laid out herself.

The sun is shining brightly, perfect for daytime indulgence...

By the time Lin Mingyan got the answer from the Fourth Master, her legs were too tired to lift.

But her heart was at peace, and an impulse seeped out of her heart.

The voice was hoarse: "Yinzhen, if I were not myself, would you still love me?"

"Hmm? What is Cha Cha worried about again?" Sometimes the Fourth Master really wanted to knock her little head open to see what was inside.

Lin Mingyan said: "Aren't you curious about why I can fight against the Lin family at the age of ten and support a whole family?"

"When I was ten, I could do it too," the Fourth Master thought for a moment, and with a touch of mysterious confidence, he added, "I think Brother Heng should be able to do it too."

Lin Mingyan shook her head: "It's different. You men have natural advantages, but I am a weak woman."

The Fourth Master looked into her eyes and said, "That Cha Cha...is amazing?!"

You are so awesome, should I praise you?

Lin Mingyan pouted: "I'm telling you something serious!"

The Fourth Master hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "Shh, I know everything."

"No need to say it, don't say it out loud, you are you!"

His hands were a little trembling, but so strong.

How could you not know?

If it was just a suspicion before, it was almost certain after what happened to Yi.

Finally, Cha Cha’s behavior after losing her memory is not like that of the people here.

If he had not discovered some clues before, he might have killed her by mistake.

Fortunately, it’s still Cha Cha.