The daily life of a concubine's daughter

Chapter 372 Belated affection is worse than grass

Shi Mingzhu burst into tears and beat Zhou Shao's chest fiercely: "I didn't see my mother for the last time. My mother was so sad. The person she loved most in her life was an unfilial daughter like me! Why didn't I catch up to see her for the last time? I deserve to die, I really deserve to die!"

Zhou Shao knew that it was his mother who had done something unkind, and he felt extremely guilty. He rubbed his chest and tried to persuade her in every way, almost kneeling down to apologize on his mother's behalf.

Shi Mingzhu cried all night, and the next day was Zhou Shao's wedding.

She threatened to hang herself early in the morning, but Zhou Shao narrowly saved her and promised to accompany her back to Shi's house the next day.

In the morning, Zhou Shao went to get married.

Outside, the sounds of firecrackers, suona, and people's laughter were like a boiling pot, and each sound reached Shi Mingzhu's ears and pierced her heart.

She covered her ears and burst into tears.

Anger, regret, unwillingness, and even a little jealousy, like the tide, hit her brain in waves.

She remembered that in her previous life, Zhou Shao married her with even greater fanfare than this.

She didn't care at the time and took it for granted.

She was the only legitimate daughter of the Duke of Zhenguo's Mansion, the only favorite of the family, and the treasure held in the palm of the hands of the entire Shi family. Even if Zhou Shao married her with the same pomp as the emperor's consort, she would be able to accept it calmly and with a smile.

She has the confidence.

After two reincarnations, she had fantasized about many things, but one of them was never being Zhou Shao's concubine and watching him marry another woman as his principal wife.

"This shouldn't be the case... I've been reborn twice, how could this happen? Zhou Shao should..."

What should Zhou Shao do?

Zhou Shao should fall in love with her like in his second life, but he couldn't get her and knelt down to beg her to marry him, but she just coldly and fiercely pulled away the corner of her skirt without even looking at him.

He should have watched her get married in grand style, marrying Zhou Xu, who was inferior to him in every way, and watched her and Zhou Xu being affectionate and loving, feeling heartbroken and crying day and night.

He should not marry or take concubines, but should think of her in his heart, love her, and remain chaste for her.

Then, he was slowly knocked down from being the most favored prince to falling into the mud.

He should lose his beloved woman, his power, and his wealth.

He should be imprisoned in the imperial mausoleum, chanting her name every day, missing her until he goes crazy, then suddenly awaken to his past life, see clearly why she abandoned him, feel regret and pain, confess to her his past disappointment and betrayal, and finally die miserably...

But this is the third life.

A completely different third life.

Zhou Shao was neither qualified to rule the Eastern Palace nor had he been knocked down from his perch.

Zhou Shao still loved her, but his love was humble, so humble that he could only give her a concubine.

He was even unwilling to resist Concubine Ning for her, let alone the old emperor.

The more Shi Mingzhu compared the three lives, the more painful she felt, to the point of rolling on the ground.

why?

Why don’t things develop as they did in the second life?

Why were Fu Nanjun and the others also reborn?

God is so cruel. He gave her a chance to be reborn, so please don’t give it to others!

She struggled hard, but was still manipulated by fate and fell into a situation even worse than her first life.

Shi Mingzhu had a hidden vicious thought in her heart. That was, in her first life, when she died, the entire Shi family would be buried with her. In this life, so many of her sisters-in-law had fled, and the Shi family had lost the ability to support her as queen, and would no longer execute the entire family.

Everyone is alive.

Only she was living a life worse than death.

It’s better... It’s better than the first life, when we all die together. At least we have company on the road to the underworld!

Shi Mi burst into tears, held Shi Mingzhu down, and said in a sobbing voice, "Girl, don't do this, I'm scared.

Didn't the prince promise you that he would accompany you back to the Duke's Mansion tomorrow? On the second day of your wedding, the groom abandoned the bride and accompanied you back to your parents' home, which violated the customs and etiquette. The prince really put his trust in you. It was such a great honor. From now on, the princess will have to look at your face and dare not harass you.

The wife is gone, and she must have hoped that you would be well before she died. The prince has you in his heart, only you, and doesn't take the princess seriously at all. You should think more about the good side.

Now that the princess has entered the palace, you can also be promoted to concubine smoothly. If the noble concubine wants to set rules for you, she must consider the prince's face..."

Shi Mingzhu covered her face with a handkerchief, laughed coldly, and said with a sob: "The belated affection is cheaper than grass!"

After what she experienced in her past life, when she saw Zhou Shao's face, she just wanted to vomit and tear it apart!

She hopes that Zhou Shao will love her deeply and be devoted to her, but unless he does something shameful, she will never go back to him!

She will never forgive those who have betrayed her or let her down, no matter how many times she has to live again!

Shi Mingzhu couldn't stand the sound of firecrackers and suona outside any more. She twisted her handkerchief hard and finally made up her mind to fight to the death.

She asked in a hoarse voice: "Has that person come to see you again? Can you still contact him?"

Shi Mi didn't react for a moment: "Who?"

Shi Mingzhu stretched out her hand and made the number five.

Shi Mi hurriedly looked outside, closed the doors and windows, and blocked out the sounds of firecrackers and suona, as well as the prying eyes of the maids sent by Zhou Shao.

She walked quickly to the bed and asked in a low voice in panic, "Why did you mention him, young lady?"

Could it be that the girl is still thinking about the fifth prince?

But the girl has already married the Fourth Prince!

If this gets out, it will be unacceptable and the girl's reputation will be ruined.

It turned out that before the Fifth Prince left the capital, he left behind secret guards to protect Shi Mingzhu.

Of course, in front of a powerful person like Concubine Ning, the secret guards are actually useless.

Those secret guards never reported their master's name at all, and deliberately led Shi Mingzhu to think about the Duke of Zhenguo and Shi Mingwu.

But Shi Mingzhu had seen them in her second life. At that time, they were also secret guards sent by Zhou Xu to protect her.

Shi Mingzhu recognized them from the crowd and chose one of the leaders to contact.

In order to facilitate the work, she told the secret to Shi Mi.

Shi Mi was so frightened that her jaw nearly broke, but she had already boarded Shi Mingzhu's pirate ship, and if Shi Mingzhu didn't fare well, she would only die faster. She could only help Shi Mingzhu and the Fifth Prince to communicate secretly with trepidation.

The piece of news that made her most uneasy day and night was that the Second Master was investigating the Fifth Prince in the army, asking the Fifth Prince to hide his identity in time or find a way to bribe the Second Master.

Every time Shi Mingzhu mentioned the Fifth Prince, Shi Mi became like a frightened bird.

She felt like she had become a matchmaker covering up the affair between the lady and her lover. Once the affair came to light, it would be her death.

The room was silent for a while, and Shi Mingzhu's eyes gradually burst into bright light. She whispered, "I want to fake my death, leave the capital, and go to the northwest!"

Shi Mi jumped three feet high, exclaimed, and quickly covered her mouth: "Girl, please don't think too much!"

Shi Mingzhu grabbed her hand and cried weakly and pitifully: "Shi Mi, you are the person I trust the most. I will not hide anything from you. Don't worry, I will not abandon you and run away alone. Let's go, let's go together!"

Shi Mi was sweating profusely. It was a hot June day, but she felt cold all over and her teeth were chattering.

"But, but, you are already the prince's person, you have a legitimate status, if you run away and get discovered, the imperial concubine will execute you!"

If a royal concubine escapes, her reputation will be damaged and she will have no choice but to die.