HLnovel Chapter 299 This is my righteousness
Chapter 299 This is my righteousness
Xia Youjie sat on the ground in a daze for a long time, so long that I almost thought his brain was really damaged.
"........Hey." I observed for a while, but couldn't help asking, "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." He blinked, brushed off the non-existent dust on his pants, moved a chair and pretended nothing had happened. "Where were we talking about just now?"
I:"........"
I didn't listen to it seriously, so how could I remember it? Also, the most important thing now is whether you have any problem with your brain, right?
"I said, you really don't want to see a doctor?"
"This minor injury won't cause any harm to me." Xia Youjie quickly put aside his previous expression and said to me as if nothing had happened, "I don't know what Wu said to you, anyway, let me introduce myself first."
"My name is Geto Xiayou. Like the guy who just left, I am a teacher at the school you are staying at."
"Oh."
My eyelashes moved slightly, and suddenly my heart was filled with emotions, and many past events flashed through my mind.
"Mr. Summer Oil. Did Jay become a teacher later?"
"Yes, didn't I make an appointment with you at that time? If I can't figure out something, I can think about it slowly. So, I decided to stay in the technical college and think while teaching people."
"As for Wu, he wanted to reform the corrupt world of sorcery. He wanted to cultivate fresh blood starting from the student generation, so both of them became teachers."
These are the words that Jay said to me in the last world before he lost all his memories.
It turns out that he really became Teacher Geto Suguru...But, so what?
When I thought I was traveling to a different parallel world each time, all traces of my past existence were turned into dust in front of me.
Just when I thought someone finally remembered me, I simply wiped out all of Jay's memories.
Reminding my memory-less self to never come to comic conventions, but shamelessly deleting and modifying the memo like that.
Even if everything is as beautiful as I hope, who knows what tricks the world here will come up with to play with my feelings.
No expectations, no disappointment. I no longer have the energy to start a new relationship.
Rather than gaining and losing every time, it is better not to have met in the first place. It seems that the value of Gojo Satoru's words is still increasing.
"No matter what you want to know, I have nothing to say." I clenched my fists slightly, and after strengthening my conviction, I said, "I'll give you a piece of advice. Don't ask why. Just kill me."
"I say." Xia Youjie held his forehead helplessly, as if in distress and sighing, "A kid your age, shouldn't you think about enjoying your youth?"
"It's so painful to always be shouting about life and death."
I:"........."
It's like it's normal for you at this age.
So who is it that can't eat or sleep, and keeps mumbling to himself all day? Don't ask, the answer is bitter summer, like a gourd with a sawed mouth, can't even fart.
Who is it that, every day when taking a shower, he leans on the shower wall, shouting "monkey" or something like that with a dark face?
Who was it again, abandoning Wu, Glass and a large group of people from the high school and heading off to join the Pansei Sect without even looking back?
The crow laughs at the pig for being black, how dare you.
“There are still many beautiful things in life.”
Upon hearing my declaration of wishing to die, Xia Youjie immediately entered into teaching mode and began to persuade me earnestly.
"In the early morning after waking up, the sunlight falling on your cheeks when you open the curtains, the flowers that sprout after the cold winter, the first bite of iced watermelon in summer, the snacks sold on the street, and even the little ants crawling on the big trees........."
"Also, think about it, spicy chicken rice, butter potatoes, octopus balls, sushi, hot pot, barbecue, milk tea... after you die, you won't be able to eat any of these."
I:"........."
If he was like the so-called masters who told me to think more about my family and friends, I would have rushed in long ago.
But...I really like to eat these things...otherwise why would you be cursed as the King of Gu?
No, no, no, he has misled the point.
I shook my head vigorously and retorted: "None of this is the point."
"So what's the point?" he asked.
"The point is, you should kill me."
"Then I refuse."
“........” I am speechless.
I shrank back into the corner, hugged my legs and started to stare blankly in boredom again.
"Besides, think about it, a meaningless death is just a waste of life, isn't it?" Seeing that I had nothing to say, Xia Youjie continued to chatter, "You are only in your teens and twenties now, it is normal that you can't figure things out. It doesn't matter, there is still a lot of time in the future to think slowly..."
Ah, it's so noisy, so annoying, is he the reincarnation of Tang Monk? It makes me want to recite the Great Compassion Mantra to him.
Come on, let’s fight with magic and see who is stronger.
I endured it again and again, but I still felt aggrieved, so I just sat up and said to him directly: "Do you know why I asked you to kill me?"
".......Why?"
"Because this is my cause!" I deliberately raised my voice and said in a resounding voice, "For the sake of cause, I am willing to sacrifice my life!"
".......Huh?" Xia Yujie's expression now was very complicated. There was shock in his confusion, surprise in his shock, and a hint of embarrassment in his surprise.
"Well...how about that, why don't you tell me about your noble cause?" His hand tapped lightly on his kneecap, and I had a feeling that if it weren't for the teacher's duty to impart knowledge and answer questions, he would have wanted to rush out right now.
".......righteousness is righteousness, there is nothing to say."
This is actually what I really think.
This world hates me so much. If sacrificing my life could allow all these tragedies to repeat themselves, I think it is worth it.
"No, if you can't give a clear reason, then it can't be considered a great cause."
"Why do I have to convince you of my righteousness?" I looked at him sideways with a provocative look.
"This..." Xia Yujie paused for a moment, then suddenly remembered that he didn't know my name at all, so he looked up and asked, "What's your name?"
"I don't have a name."
"Impossible. Everyone has a name."
"You can call me whatever you want."
"...Since that's the case, you look similar to Yuji-kun, so I'll just call you Miss Yuji for now." After saying this, Geto Suguru continued to ask, "Since you want me to kill you, you have to give me a reason."
"......It's hard to say anything else, but if you don't kill me, this world will be destroyed."
One minute passed quietly, and Xia Youjie held his chin, as if thinking.
But—"Pfft."
He couldn't help laughing, and looked at me as if he was looking at me for a Chuunibyou: "Do you think you can destroy the world?"
"Excuse me, this should be the least of your worries." He said, "When the time comes, if you want to destroy the world, I will definitely stop you, but there is really no need for me to kill you now."
I:"........"
Forget it, it seems like no matter how much I talk to him, it will be of no use.
Whether it's this guy or that guy, they are too gentle by nature, and it won't work to say such things to them.
I'd better try to escape first. Once I get to a place where they can't find me, I'll think of a solution.
But...here comes the problem.
How can I escape from Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru's noses?