Dr. Su, let's have a love affair

Chapter 208 Let her lie on him, collapse and cry sadly

Gu Jingzhou did not push Ye Zisan away rudely. He let his hands hang at his sides and did not hug her back to comfort her.

For him, this was the greatest honor he could give her.

It was simply because she was the person he had proposed to marry, the mother of his son, and a woman who, although she had schemed against him, was not a bad person by nature, and he didn't want to make things too awkward with her.

Apart from this, there is no other meaning.

But there are some things that he must say no matter how hurtful they are.

He let Ye Zisan hug him excitedly.

Her tone was calm and indifferent. "Zishan, I don't love you at all. Even if I force myself to give my son a complete family, he will find out when he grows up that his parents are not happy together at all."

"Do you think this is really beneficial to his growth?"

"Besides, a son won't always rely on his parents, just like you haven't relied on your parents for a long time. When a person becomes an adult, what they need more than their parents is a loving partner."

"You understand this, I understand it, and my son will understand it sooner or later. So, don't say anything about us getting back together to give our son a complete family."

"I won't spend my whole life with you or any other woman just for this reason. I hope you can understand."

Hearing Gu Jingzhou's cold words, Ye Zisan let go of him a little.

However, her arms were still around his neck.

There were two lines of tears on her face as she looked at his face very closely.

She choked with sadness and unwillingness, "Jingzhou, how do you know we won't be happy after we get back together? I can feel that you no longer resent me in your heart, right?"

"Since you no longer resent me, and I have never resented you, let's just write off everything in our past. Why can't we just start over?"

"In the more than a year since we got married, we've been so loving and harmonious, and your body clearly has feelings for me. Why do you deny it so completely?"

"We have a foundation of love now. I believe that if we start over, the result won't be as pessimistic as you say. Jingzhou, let's start over and try again, okay?"

Tears welled up in Ye Zisan's eyes again, and her tone was as humble as dust.

In the six months since the divorce, she has not disturbed Gu Jingzhou.

Because she didn't want him to despise her, look down on her, or even reject her, she wanted to give him more time so that he could slowly stop caring about their past grievances.

Then face each other as a brand new self and accept each other again.

But tonight, the moment she hugged him, she didn't want to care about anything anymore.

She just wanted to hold him and relive his tenderness.

She hoped that he could become husband and wife with her again under the influence of his momentary emotions and impulse, and then, once the matter was settled, the two of them would naturally get back together.

"No!" Gu Jingzhou refused coldly and decisively.

Ye Zisan's tearful look and weakness could no longer arouse his sympathy.

In fact, he had regretted it a long time ago.

The night I proposed to her at the Roman Western Restaurant, and the night we slept together for the first time, I had been too gentle with her out of a momentary wave of sentimentality and soft-heartedness.

He won't let himself make the same mistake a third time.

Then he reiterated in a cold tone: "I said, I don't love you at all. The person I love has always been her."

"Only when I'm with her do I feel that the world is bright and my heart is happy. I'm sorry, I never feel this way with you."

"But only when I'm with you do I feel that the world is full of light and my heart is filled with joy!" Ye Zisan roared hoarsely with heartache.

Then he burst into tears.

"Wuwuwu... Jingzhou, I really love you so much and I really don't want to lose you. Let's try again. I believe you will slowly fall in love with me. I believe you will..."

Ye Zisan spoke excitedly and kissed Gu Jingzhou's lips hard.

Gu Jingzhou still didn't push her away, nor did he respond to her, letting her kiss him madly.

Ye Zisan was extremely sad, but also loved him very much. She kissed him eagerly and passionately, and threw him onto the bed.

Covering him, hot and wet kisses rained down on him.

She kissed his lips, his chin, his neck, his sexy Adam's apple and chest, then unbuttoned his pajamas.

Kiss him, caress him affectionately, and want to be deeply intimate with him.

However, although she was so proactive and enthusiastic towards him, Gu Jingzhou had no reaction.

He was as cold as ice.

Ye Zisan stopped in embarrassment, her body trembling, she hugged his shoulders, leaned on his chest and burst into tears.

Gu Jingzhou let her lie on him, crying in despair and sadness.

Just like the night before their divorce, she hugged his back and cried for half the night, but he never softened his heart. In the end, she gave up on her own initiative.

This time, he also wants her to give up on her own initiative.

Give up voluntarily out of frustration.

He didn't want to waste his thoughts, his energy, his emotions, his feelings, his life on her or any other woman anymore.

In this life, if the bride is not Su Xiaoxiao, he will never marry any other woman.

I will no longer get emotionally involved with any woman.

He has experienced marriage once and has a child. He no longer has any thoughts about marriage and children.

So, why make things difficult for yourself, and why drag others into this?

Ye Zisan lay on Gu Jingzhou's chest and cried sadly for a long time.

The crying gradually became softer, until it turned into intermittent sobbing, then to silent tears, and then, it seemed as if the tears had stopped.

Then, I don’t know how long it took, but maybe I was tired of crying and my emotions were too exhausted.

She just lay motionless on his chest, breathing evenly and lightly through her nose.

He seemed to be asleep.

Gu Jingzhou's body was already a little sore after being pressed by her for so long.

He looked down at her, then raised his arms, gently embraced her waist, and carefully carried her to her feet.

Then he carried her to the guest room, helped her take off her shoes, covered her with a quilt, and then turned off the light and the door with a "click".

Returned to his room to rest.

The moment Gu Jingzhou closed the door of the guest room, Ye Zisan opened her eyes, and two lines of tears slid down sadly from the corners of her eyes.

She hadn't fallen asleep.

I was just too sad. I didn't want to move, nor did I want to leave Gu Jingzhou's arms so soon.

She wished that he had carried her into the room and taken care of her to rest as a gesture of love, rather than being a gentleman to her as his ex-wife.

That night, Ye Zisan lay alone in the guest room, secretly crying like a river.

She thought that it would take three years to warm Gu Jingzhou's heart, but now, she felt that this was probably a luxury that could never be realized.

Because she no longer knew how else to impress this cold man.