Chapter 430 I Want to Be with You
Chapter 430 I Want to Be with You
She reached out, intending to wipe the cold sweat from Fisher's forehead, when she was suddenly pulled away by a brute force. Immediately following was Qin Yun's hysterical roar, "Yan Zuozuo, what are you doing here? If it weren't for you, Fisher wouldn't be like this! You jinx, why can't you just let Fisher go!"
Yan Zuozuo frowned, gripping her arm that Qin Yun had just grabbed and hurt. "Where I am is none of your business. Before you criticize others, think about what you've done!"
"You!" Qin Yun was about to say something when he heard Fisher's broken voice, "Zuo Zuo... Zuo Zuo, don't go... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
His voice was much louder, carrying clearly to everyone's ears. This was undoubtedly a heavy blow to Qin Yun. She gritted her teeth; for the past few days, she had stayed by Fisher's side constantly, taking care of her day and night. Even when Judy didn't give her a kind look, she remained steadfast. But what did she get in the end?
She was listening to him call out someone else's name over and over again, and in her dazed state, the appearance of this woman suddenly jolted her awake. How could she accept this? How could she submit to it!
"Yan Zuozuo, you vixen! What are you doing in here? Everything Fisher is in this state because of you. You don't need to pretend to be kind here. Get out, get out now!" With that, Qin Yun pushed Yan Zuozuo.
Yan Zuozuo was caught off guard by Qin Yun's loss of control and staggered back several steps. Qin Yun angrily raised his hand to hit Yan Zuozuo, but the next second his arm was grabbed with such force that it felt like he wanted to crush her.
She turned around and met Judy's cold gaze. "Qin Yun, you're the one who doesn't need to put on a show of compassion here. Everyone knows what you did back then. Let me tell you, you'll never marry my brother in this lifetime, and don't even dream of entering the Bourbon family. Forget about it!"
Qin Yun glared at Judy, her fists clenched tightly. They wouldn't let her marry Fisher, wouldn't let her enter the Bourbon family? She was determined to marry him, determined to enter! She'd see who had the last laugh!
Seeing Qin Yun's defiant look, Julie said directly, "I'll give you two choices: leave by yourself, or I'll have someone ask you to leave."
"You!" Qin Yun stared intently at Zhu Xi, knowing this wasn't the time to clash with her, otherwise Zhu Xi might never be allowed into this ward again. She had no choice but to submit, so she took a deep breath. "Zhu Xi, get this straight, your brother is like this because of Yan Zuozuo. Not only do you not kick her out, but you're protecting her. How can you face your brother?"
"You're the one who wronged my brother!" Judy's face turned cold. "Qin Yun, you should know very well that my brother doesn't like you, let alone love you. You should know how to respect yourself. I'll ask you one last time, are you leaving or not?"
There are plenty of bodyguards outside. If Qin Yun continues to be so unreasonable, she wouldn't hesitate to use force.
Qin Yun understood what Judy meant, of course. She glared at Yan Zuozuo and left angrily. She slammed the door shut behind her, the sound deafening.
Judy narrowed her eyes and turned to look at Yan Zuozuo, "You don't need to pay attention to that lunatic. I'll go outside and keep an eye on things for you. You spend more time with my brother."
Yan Zuozuo nodded, and only after Judy left did she walk over to Fisher's side again.
"Zuo Zuo..." Suddenly, Fisher's weak voice came. Yan Zuo Zuo was overjoyed and quickly went to Fisher's side. "Don't move, lie down first."
He was seriously injured; if Snowden hadn't brought in top-tier doctors for a consultation, he probably wouldn't have survived. Speaking of Snowden, Yan Zuozuo felt even more puzzled; she hadn't seen him come.
Fisher saw the intense heat in Yan Zuozuo's eyes and realized it wasn't his imagination. He became even more excited and reached out to grasp Yan Zuozuo's hand. "I'm fine, don't worry."
Yan Zuozuo learned from Julie that it was a good thing that Fisher was able to wake up, but now he must rest and recuperate and not have too many emotional fluctuations.
She didn't reject Fisher's touch, but instead took his hand in hers. "Don't overthink things right now. Getting better is the most important thing, okay?"
Fisher gave a weak smile: "Zuo Zuo, it's all my fault... cough cough, I'm so sorry..."
Seeing Fisher struggling to breathe again, Yan Zuozuo's heart tightened, and she quickly said, "It's all in the past, don't mention it. Even if you really feel sorry for me, you should wait until you're healed before saying anything. Now, get some rest."
“No, listen to me…” Fisher struggled to breathe, trying his best to stay conscious. He was afraid that if he didn’t speak now, he would never have another chance. “Zuo Zuo, the last time you drugged me… it was me, cough cough, it was me who asked Yao Ziqian to do it…”
It was extremely difficult for him to speak, and Yan Zuozuo was very worried. She felt that Fisher was expending many times more energy than normal to say just one more word. She wanted to stop talking, but Fisher insisted.
Looking at his pale, bloodless face, Yan Zuozuo's heart clenched. Even if he was the one who instructed her to drug him last time, compared to the fact that he had saved her life, nothing else mattered.
"It's all in the past. It's good to admit your mistakes and correct them," Yan Zuozuo said calmly. "Are you done talking? If you are, then get some rest. Let's not mention this matter again."
“And…” Fisher didn’t stop there, a bitter look flashing in his eyes, “The information Yao Ziqian has was given to him by me, it contains all the shady things that the higher-ups are up to.”
Yan Zuozuo's heart tightened. She had wondered how Yao Ziqian could have such great abilities, and now she knew. Although she had suspected it before, the moment it was confirmed, Yan Zuozuo felt a wave of disappointment.
"Why...why are you doing this? You want to exploit charities..."
Fisher shook his head, then looked at Yan Zuozuo, "Charities don't appeal to me at all. I'm doing this only because... because I want to be with you..."
Yan Zuozuo was stunned, not knowing what to say for a moment.
Fisher gripped her hand tighter, as if afraid she would get angry and leave. He said, "I've always known what Chi Xuecan was thinking. I don't want you to go to a charity. If you do, you'll never come back to Fan Hua Design, and I won't be able to see you every day... Even if we can't really be together, at least I can see you and know you're doing well..."
"Is that all?" Yan Zuozuo was both angry and furious. "Just because of your selfishness, you're going to team up with Yao Ziqian to do so many shady things?"
Fisher knew she would be angry. He gave a weak, bitter smile. "From the day I met you, I've loved your optimism and your positivity. You're like someone striving to grow towards the sun, making me wish I could have your smile forever. But I came too late; you already have Chi Moqing. If you were happy, I would bury these feelings in my heart and never speak of them. But that's not how it is..."
Fisher was visibly emotional. He held Yan Zuozuo's hand tightly. "He can't give you happiness. He's never there for you when you're sad or upset. He's not a good husband. He doesn't deserve you! Zuozuo, I've loved you ever since you saved me. All these years, I couldn't bear to see you being bullied, I couldn't bear to see you sad or upset. I wanted to give you the best of everything..."
"What is the best of everything?" Yan Zuozuo looked at Fisher in disbelief. Although she didn't understand what he meant by saving him, she couldn't remain calm when she thought about Chi Xuecan still being unconscious. "Is the best of everything built on the suffering of others, on the sin of Cancan still being unconscious?"
It's her, it's all because of her, she's so sorry to Can Can!
Fisher shook his head: "No, no... I never thought it would be like this. I just don't want you to go to the charity. I want to keep you by my side and protect you... Zuo Zuo, it's okay if you don't want to now. I can wait patiently. One day you'll realize that I'm the one who's most suitable for you..."
Yan Zuozuo didn't know if her thinking was too outdated or if Fisher's life abroad was too open. Did he mean he didn't mind being a third party, just waiting for her to change her mind and elope with him?
My God, what a twisted view of love! She thought it was perverted, so twisted. It seemed like a long time ago, someone had said something similar to her. Who was it? The memory was too distant. Was it Qi Jiahui?
She originally thought that Fisher and Qi Jiahui were completely different people, but fate played a trick on her, and things actually developed in the same direction. Why was that?
“Fischer…” Yan Zuozuo took a long time to come back to her senses. Looking into Fischer’s eyes, she slowly said, “Just as you said to Qin Yun, love cannot be forced. If you truly love someone, you should learn to let go and fulfill their wishes. Although I don’t understand your persistence or your views on relationships, your rejection of Qin Yun is just like my rejection of you today.”
She paused, a hint of sadness flashing in her eyes, "Only today did I realize that I was indirectly responsible for hurting Can Can. I feel so useless. Maybe I really am a jinx, only bringing disaster to those around me..."
"Don't say that about yourself, it's not your fault!" Fisher panicked and said urgently, "Chi Xuecan's injury has nothing to do with you, don't think like that... Zuo Zuo, it's all my fault, I'm being punished by God, even if I die, I deserve it!"
Even if he dies, he deserves it!
Yan Zuozuo felt a pang of anxiety, as if someone had said the same thing to her.
"You vixen, you stole Mo Qing away, why don't you just die?"
"Even if I kill you today, no one will dare say a word!"
"Even if you die, you deserve it for stealing my man!"
He stole my man...
Each word, each scene, flashed through her mind like a movie rewinding, a chaotic jumble. Yan Zuozuo felt as if something was pressing on her chest, making it hard to breathe.
My head hurts, it really hurts! It feels like something is about to burst out of my brain. Who is it? Who is cursing her?
"You vixen!"
"I won't let you go!"
"Chi Moqing is mine!"
"Ah!" Yan Zuozuo screamed as more and more images flashed through her mind, as if a fortress were bursting at her brain, like a flood bursting forth, unstoppable.
"Stop talking, stop talking... I don't understand... Go away, go away!" Yan Zuozuo clutched her head, crouching on the ground in a panic. The next second, everything went black, and she fainted.
Before she lost consciousness, Chi Moqing rushed in anxiously.
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