Flowers bloom without worries

Chapter 485 How could it be you (5)

Wuyou took a deep breath, pushed Gu Tingyan away, and said tiredly: "I'm tired, I'm going to rest first."

Looking at Wuyou's leaving back, Gu Tingyan sighed helplessly, thinking secretly in his heart, how to resolve this sudden conflict? Gu Tingyan looked at Wuyou's leaving back, and felt a little lost.

Gu Tingyan suddenly realized that his concern for Wuyou seemed excessive, after all, they were only an engaged couple in name only. However, Gu Tingyan found that his feelings for Wuyou were becoming more and more complicated.

That night, Gu Tingyan felt as if he was entangled by invisible threads, his heart was full of waves, and he could not fall asleep peacefully. The figure of Lan Xi who had left seemed to linger in his mind, and Wuyou's innocent smile and smart eyes appeared in front of him from time to time.

Gu Tingyan couldn't help but wonder, why has everything about him changed so drastically since Wuyou appeared beside him? His life used to be like a stagnant pool of water, dull and boring. However, Wuyou's arrival was like a bright light that shone into his originally dark and silent life. From that moment on, his life seemed to be injected with new vitality, with many more joys and surprises that he had never experienced before.

Gu Tingyan always felt that Wuyou and Lanxi had some similarities in some unknown corners. Gu Tingyan deeply understood that the two should not be easily compared. He also knew clearly that Wuyou was not a substitute for Lanxi and could not fill that gap. But even so, his heart always involuntarily wanted to make up for the deep debt he owed to Lanxi by being by Wuyou's side.

Gu Tingyan often wanders in this contradictory thought, and his heart is tangled. He doesn't know whether this is right or wrong. Deep in Gu Tingyan's heart, he can never forget the traces of Lan Xi's existence. He has tried countless times to convince himself to accept a new relationship and let go of the obsession with the past. However, every time this thought comes to his mind, he will feel a strong sense of guilt, as if he is betraying Lan Xi's feelings.

But when Gu Tingyan saw Wuyou getting along intimately with other men, an inexplicable jealousy and dissatisfaction would arise spontaneously, and Gu Tingyan's heart was in turmoil. Gu Tingyan was completely trapped in a vortex of confusion at this moment, not knowing where to go to get rid of this endless trouble and struggle.

Wuyou returned to her room, her heart was like being entangled by thousands of threads, and she kept struggling. Wuyou sat on the bed in confusion, thinking about what had just happened, and her heart was full of regret. She didn't understand why she did that. Obviously, there was really no special relationship between her and Lu Tingshen, but she still deceived Gu Tingyan. This feeling of betrayal was like a heavy mountain, which made her almost breathless and made her feel deeply disgusted with herself.

Wuyou hated the contradictory and confused self she was now, but for a moment, Wuyou didn't know how to face the complicated emotions deep in her heart. Wuyou tried to sort out her feelings for Gu Tingyan, but found that it was like a tangled mess that she couldn't sort out. And she had been struggling to find Xiao Chuyi, just because of what he said to her in her dream? These questions were like little demons, running rampant in Wuyou's mind, making her miserable.

Wuyou wanted to give up this tangled state countless times. She felt that she was living too tired. However, some of Lu Tingshen's actions always inadvertently evoked memories in her heart. The feeling was too familiar, as if Xiao Chuyi in the dream appeared in front of her again. Wuyou fell into deep contemplation, thinking about the reasons behind all this. She racked her brains, but still couldn't figure out why things turned out like this.